I LOVE MY GIRLFRIEND <3333
i love her so much i would and have made an entire page dedicated to how much i love her!!!! and that's what this is, of course <3
i first met chad in july of 2019!! i was big into pokemon at the time and wanted to join a roleplay server so I could write my favorite characters. her's ended up being the one i joined, i found the link on tumblr when scrolling through an incorrect quotes blog! i wasn't actually sure if the server would still be active at that point, but i decided to take a chance and i'm really glad i did. most of the people i met in that server, i'm still friends with to this day!
i was actually a little intimidated by her at first. she was just really cool in my eyes, and i was a lot more shy than i am now, i wanted nothing more than for us to become close friends. i found her really fun and easy to talk to, and writing with her was enjoyable as well. we ended up writing persona 5 characters of all things, despite it being a pokemon server..? we did end up moving to a multifandom server eventually, which still is active to this day, for better or worse... ahh, shitshow <3 you'll forever be famous.
i think the first ship we ever actually wrote though was kaomisa? which is kaoru seta and misaki okusawa from bandori!! they still have a special place in my heart to this day. roleplaying and writing is something i consider very important to us, because i don't think we would have become so close if we didn't do any of that, literally wouldn't have even met her. so there are a lot of ships we have and have written that i consider to be important to us and our relationship! notably, jostonio, which is the ship between joseph desaulniers and antonio from identity v. i could go on a whole ramble about how i feel about jostonio and the importance i perceive in relation to our relationship, but this is about chad and not my emotional support idv ship HAHA. i think the point i'm trying to make here is that idv is definitely what brought us a loooot closer. we both got into it at around the same time in 2020, entirely coincidentally, and that ended up being the catalyst for the creation of our own private discord server where we've continued to enable our mutual brainrot to this very day.
by the point we made that server i'd already had a massive crush on her, that i... proceeded to do nothing about. for several years. but we finally ended
up dating in 2022 and have generally been happy since <3!!!! and i'm so happy to be with her, she makes my life so much better and happier.
this is just a brief synopsis into our relationship, but i hope it can offer even just the barest glimpse into how important she is to me and how
much i love her<33 and chad, if you're reading this - i love you!!!! knowing you these 6 years have been some of the best 6 years of my
life, despite the abundant horrors lolol
